| Fly away and lost yourself somewhere out there. |
[08 Sep 2006|08:27pm] |
Baby's black balloon makes her fly
I almost fell into that hole in your life
And you're not thinking 'bout tomorrow
Cuz you were the same as me
But on your knees
A thousand other boys could never reach you
How could I have been the one?
I saw the world spin beneath you
And scatter like ice from the spoon that was your womb
Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Or are you someone's prayer?
You know the lies they always told you
And the love you never knew
What's the things they never showed you
That swallow the light from the sun inside your room, yeah
Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
Always someone there
And there's no time left for losin'
When you stand they fall, yeah
Comin' down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I go on as you get colder
All because I'm
Comin' down the years turn over
And angels fall without you there
And I'll go on and I'll bring you home and
All because I'm
All because I'm
And I'll become
What you became to me
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| Cranberry Boats, Hard Gay, Die, Otakon |
[08 Aug 2006|08:10am] |
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Death Cab For Cutie - Tiny Vessels |
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Hay~ well im alive and back with a crash~ an massive update about otakon. just to write it down for memories sake while its still fresh in my mind. i can already feel it rotting away. And you thought i was dead and buried with me and my little dusty journal in the middle of teh intarweb omgomg2@!!1. well you were right >_>; well here it goes for a super long entry, with probably a million...and one grammatical mistakes along with spelling mistakes. who cares. i dont need a grammar nazi.
( the entry of frozen memories and photos. )
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| Im going to burn his office down... |
[06 Feb 2006|08:39pm] |
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 shoot me now |
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Guang Liang - Tong Hua |
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I spent the past 2 days running around in the rain and friday taking a cold shower. Result? = getting the flu. Im awesome, i know D: I had to go to school today cause i supposedly promised my mom that i would stop skipping school. So, even though i was dying this morning, i had to go to school. But i spent the entire day at the nurse and spark office. Today is supposedly the first day of my night schooling. The pure retarded counselor told me to go today and register. I went to the school (took me 2hrs to get there) and had to wait outside in the freezing cold for 1hr because they wont let any night school students in until pass 5:30.
I walked around and smoked, to try and warm up. I thought i was dying, when this lady came and asked me if the students are out yet. I told her i didnt know since im not a student, then she asked to borrow my phone. Since i could care less i let her used my phone. Afterwards, i guess she felt sorry for me, and insisted that i sit and wait in her car because its freezing outside. Without hesitation, i got into her car. At that moment, i was so frozen, i wouldnt care if she had kidnapped me. She was a nice lady. Thanks random lady.
When i finally got into the building, the security guard told me that i didnt have to register since the school already programed me and there isnt classes until wednesday. All my classes are from 7:30-9:30pm. Fuck. FUCK. mind me, ill get home like at 11pm. And i would still have to shower and do my homework. forget eatting. I wont get any rest. Just shoot me. Basically, i just wasted my whole after school time waiting in the cold for no reason, realizing i have classes in the last class. Im going to burn down the guidance office. D:
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| Something close to death |
[01 Feb 2006|01:53am] |
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 Shoot me, I'm angsty |
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Miz - Bittersweet |
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I'm probably what they like to call a tragedy. Break me. I'll let you shatter me so much, there wont be any of me left. I dont even know why I'm trying to try so hard. You're a million ways to be cruel.
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| Your too sexy for my cat. |
[30 Jan 2006|07:28pm] |
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Bright Eyes - Lover I dont have to love |
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Bang bang~ your dead. New journal and all that jazz. Im way to lazy to make a whole new layout atthe moment. Until i get that sudden spark of inpiration, yes your stuck with this preppy girly layout. But heck, its organized, neat and simple. Shoot me D: Its a new beginning.
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crappy